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Today was my first day at the new site. The staff and kids here are soooo much better. The staff is so nice and friendly, and make it a point to look out for you (except for the manager). The kids are equally sweet but one did give me trouble. Okay, be...

Training Week

Thursday marked the end of my training. This week was my actual on-site training with kids from K-8th grade. I feel like I underestimated my job. The littler kids are nice and energetic, but the 6th-8th grade kids are fucking mean as hell. I don’t know...

Family Guy and Pavlovian Conditioning

Because nothing much has happened these past few days, I will share an embarrassing secret of mine so there’s something to post about. For those that don’t know what Pavlovian conditioning is, Russian physiologist Ivan Petrovich Pavlov did an experimen...

Into the New World

High-low (hehehe do you like my play on words? hint: hello), I’ve been putting off typing because, guess what, I GOT THE FUCKING JOB. AHHHHHHHHH! So I finished my last round of interviews last Friday with the company partner, and she said I should be g...

The Birthday Disaster: Where I Fucked Up

As said multiple times before, I was equally a bad friend to them (Boss Man, Smartie, and Baby), so I want to highlight a key part when I screwed up to show that I’m not some victim-complexed coward that thinks everyone hates her for no reason. There’s...

Icarus with His Wax Wings: Happier Days

You know, I originally began this diary because I was at a difficult point in life. I wasn’t suicidal, and even when I was, I never felt as lonely as I did that day when I made my AnonBlog account. Of course, my initial posts didn’t display my loneline...

The Birthday Disaster

Last year, for my 22nd birthday (before I started feeling annoyed at them), Smartie, Baby, and Boss Man wanted to meet up and celebrate. We were on a FaceTime call talking about it, but I expressed that I don’t want to do anything because I didn’t want...

New Year, New Me? Lonely Me?

A few days ago, I went out again with people from the club. Since we called this a “club social”, we were able to buy everything on the club’s dime. It was fun. In the afternoon, we went out to ice skating, and in the evening, we all went out for Korea...

Winter Beach

How was everyone’s holidays? Did you get a lot of gifts? Spoiler alert: I got no gifts. Blehhh. Probably on Santa’s naughty list this year. My cousin on the other hand, had boxes and boxes, and bags and bags of presents. Lucky bitch. On Christmas Eve, ...

Unfortunate Fortune Cookies: Count Your Days, Panda Express…

The other day, I was with VP of Tech Meetings and we got Panda Express together (or more like he bought it for me). As usual, each order comes with a fortune cookie. I’ve shown before how my luck is with this type of stuff. Some may remember my “Three ...