Into the New World
High-low (hehehe do you like my play on words? hint: hello),
I’ve been putting off typing because, guess what, I GOT THE FUCKING JOB. AHHHHHHHHH! So I finished my last round of interviews last Friday with the company partner, and she said I should be getting an email some time next week about the company’s decision. WELL that Monday morning, I got a phone call saying I got the job and they’d be sending over my offer letter. For this whole process, I reallllllly didn’t want to jinx myself because you guys know how my luck is so I’ve been putting off on any updates. The job itself doesn’t start until the beginning of September, so I have to start moving into my new place in August. I have the new place 100% secured and am just counting the days. I said before that I never wanted a job in this profession in the first place, and that any company that hires me is incredibly stupid and although that is all true, getting this job is my ticket to freedom out of my hell-stricken house. I can finally leave behind my uncle, cousin, and auntie, and finally have time for myself again. Sure my dad is also moving in with me (because he equally hates those other family members and wants to get away too) but I don’t see that as a negative. He’ll help out with about 30% of the rent, and because he’s retired, I basically score an in-house maid. He’ll take the guest room and let me decorate the place however I want.
In other news, I started the other tutoring/daycare job today. Today was just orientation and the next few days will be my training. I guess it’s not all happy news because I figured out I was starting with my ex-boyfriend’s friend. I don’t think I ever talked much about my first ever ex-boyfriend before, but it’s not like it was anything big anyways. A typical terrible first relationship full of gaslighting, lame sex, and at one point he did hit me. OH and HE broke up with ME. I still stayed with him after he hit me because I’m a dummy and he broke up with me like 2 weeks later because he said I was too mean. There was so much other stupid stuff in that relationship but it’s all in the past now. Today was just full of orientation presentations and training videos. I’m not sure if his friend remembered who I was. Anyways, I hope I don’t get put into the same site as him.
And, because it’s the new year, to try something new and gain new experiences, I’ll be going to my first ever rave next month! I’ve already ordered my outfit and am just waiting for it to arrive. I’m going with a new friend of mine! Last week, I went out with Club President and her friends. I’ve met one of them before in the club but never really talked to her. We all dressed up in mini black dresses with our hair and makeup done and went out to a high-end sushi bar. Excluding me, all the girls were very pretty ABGs (if you guys know what that means). An ABG is typically a very pretty and petite Asian girl that has lash extensions, long nails, and bleached hair. I think because of that, the table was able to get a lot of free services. We had free appetizers, champagne, oysters, and sushi rolls that just kept coming and coming. We didn’t even order any of those yet more and more kept rolling out. In the end, what should’ve been a $400 tab, only ended up being $180, split among 5 people. After, one of those girls reached out to me and invited me to go to a rave with her!
Also, as a heads up, between mid-February and mid-March, I will be MIA. I will be on vacation in another country and the country I’m going to is not very “secure”. I don’t trust their internet laws so much and will just be taking precautionary steps and won’t go on the dark web while I’m there. I’ll probably do what I did before when I went on a trip with Pretty, and just document my days in my notes app and upload it when I get back.
TLDR: luck is finally on my side and if all goes to shit after I post this and end up jinxing myself, I’m going to jump off a bridge cause after 2023, I’VE FUCKING HAD IT. 2024 is starting off on a high note, with a new job and new friends <3