The Days Before Sunday

So, like I’ve said in my last diary entry, there was some stuff going on in my home life, again with the extended family. I finally have time now to actually write everything out and process my emotions. After having all those seizures last week, you’d...

For Future References...

So it just came as a reminder that there are bad people on here, although I am no saint myself. I’ll be deleting the diary entry that had my email. I’m not sure if it was because of the clickbait title or if it’s possible that I give off some certain t...

Well, Well, Well, if It Isn’t The Consequences of My Own Actions

Final grades for the summer semester came out last week. Even though I mainly talked about the one class that I was struggling in, I was actually taking 2 classes. I’m not sure if I mentioned that before, but this will be a crucial part of this story. ...

The Power of Friendship

There was a poem I read the other day and it struck a chord in me. “it’s kind of weird that we don’t exist in each other’s life anymore. it’s like nothing has ever happened between us but how can it be nothing when it was everything at one point in tim...

Picky Picky

These past few days have been hard. My aunt, the picky eater, is also someone thats prone to seizures. I don’t know why, but it’s been like that since she was a kid. I’ve been aware but I’ve never seen it happen to me before in real life. My parents ha...

New milestone achieved: Crisis Averted! Shitty School Systems?

Everyone! I had my last exam yesterday and the results just came out! I remember, my earlier posts were saying about how this class was going to be too hard and I wouldn’t believe that I could pass this class without cheating on the exams. I remember b...

Who Let the Dogs Out?

Today was the last day of my summer class, technically. Tomorrow is just the final exam, so there’s no real teaching. When I was driving home today, I passed by an old friend of mine. I saw him just sitting on the curb in our neighborhood in like 90 de...

How life lets me know I’m human

Everyday, I get awaken by my blaring phone alarm. The early morning sunlight would stream into my room in spears of ribbons and the soft glow would snugly caress my head. Birds sing outside my window, but rather than melodic tunes, I hear them as squaw...

Karaoke and Camisole Tank Tops

Tonight, me and my cousin were awake late. My uncle was out somewhere with my mom and my dad and aunt were already sleeping. My cousin's 12 years old so she’s super afraid of ghosts and the dark. It honestly pisses me off sometimes because she can’t ev...

Prison Break

Yesterday, I had to drive my aunt-in-law to the airport. She’s moving away across the country to be closer with her real family. The send off was a bit bittersweet. Of course I’ll miss her and of course I’m happy that she’s going to where she wants to,...