Flirting as an Ugly Bitch
I had an awards ceremony for one of my clubs today. It was a mandatory event. One of the guys in the club told me he thinks I'm pretty and wants to date me. I guess that's a confidence boost since my last post. He hasn't dated ever and even told me "I have no prior relationships so that means you can mold me into whatever you want." That sounds nice but he reminds me too much of my first boyfriend which turned out to be a dick. Also, not gonna lie, I'm scared of getting into a relationship with boring sex again. We've only ever talked a total of 2 or three times so I have yet to slowly integrate my sexual past into the conversation. He seems too nerdy and doesn't seems to show any signs that he's adventurous in bed. Also, he's extremely religious (which there's nothing wrong with that), but I don't know how to tell him that I've had premarital sex and I wonder if that will change his mind about liking me.
Anyways, back to the awards ceremony today, me and that guy were sitting at different tables. His table is packed while mine was very empty. Another guy walks in about an hour late to the event and chooses to sit at my table (not that he had much of a choice because all the other tables were filled up). We mingled and made small talk. He's my type but I'm unsure if he's in a relationship. He could just be nice and I'm reading into it wrong because I'm such a desperate loser. We shook hands and that was probably it.
TLDR: Ugly loser turns out to not be so ugly and develops a crush.
Feel free to leave comments. Mean ones will probably hurt my feelings and make me cry but who cares cause I'm a frigid bitch anyways. <3